Sometime, I just dont see things right in front of my eyes..

dari hatiku buat suami tersayang:

poor hubby...I'm sorry putting you in a situation where you feel like you are unimportant. sorry..sometime, I don't see things..I always think of others and as a result, you are left unattended. Thanks for making me realize that I actually made a grave mistake....that unforgettable night when you 'ran away' you thought me to care for you more..because you deserve it. thanks..and sorry...please forgive me..

how amazing..

Alhamdulillah...

bila my baby bergerak, aku tau dia sihat..

mula2 dulu, aku rasa quickening saja. hanya gerakan2 halus. 

But now, dah boleh nampak perut aku 'bgoyang' bila dia move..

It's funny actually watching ur own tummy mowing up and down.

how amazing..Thanks Allah..

smalam, my hubby letak tlinga kat prut,

konon2 nak dgr dgupan our baby punya jantung hehe.

tapi lain pla jadi..his face was smashed hahaha...

God, I really hope our dream to be parents will be fulfilled, amin...

frustrated....

smalam, my husband and I went for pregnancy scan at permai polyclinic. btl2 excited n truja. x sabar sdh mau tgk my little fetus. so, the doctor did the scan. aku tgk dia sukat itu, dia sukat ini. my hubby sibuk tanya itu ini. aku plak teruja mlihat my fetus new development. a little version of a newborn baby now. I could see the heart pumping, d leg, d head and d body in its right propotion. so after d scanning, d doctor explained everything: d age of the baby, the expected due and the position of the placenta. 

I saw that d doc hold many prints, more than one. excited la ni. bila la doktor tu nak bagi gmbar hitam putih...tunggu punya tunggu, doktor tu x bagi2 gak. dh mula cuak dah ni. then, my hubby asked for d print. BUT d assistant told us that there was no pic. all the prints were the written description of d fetus. so my hubby ckp " biar la. ingat ada gambar td". so, I left d clinic disappointed, frustrated and broken-hearted. dlm keta, on d way back, aku mengomel panjang. my hubby ckp nanti blh scan lg. tp my heart just refuse to accept his pujukan. I really want d print!!! coz, masa akan berlalu dan aku terlepas tuk merekod perkembangan semasa janinku ini this week..

I'm so frustrated!!


sbb dah frust sgt, aku tanam azam yg kukuh tuk go for d 3D n 4D scan later in the 31 or 32 weeks. bru puas hati..